Depressed, Gender Dysphoric, Anxious and lacking happiness and motivation

the only thing i can hope for is my transition but i have to deal with people who want me dead or to not exist and should be forced to be cis and that im a pedophilliac groomer because i am trans.

Then there's my depression caused by many things and anxiety from my mental disorders and the fact im partly and introvert and those other 2 are pretty easy to get i just don't have hope i just want to have hope but its so difficult.